As I listen to Adele on Pandora, I feel like contemplating life.
I realized the other day (with help from my friend) I just think way too damn much.
When did I become such a thinker?
I have I always over-thought everything and I am now just noticing?
I have always noticed things that most people don't pay attention too. I have always been able to quietly ascess a situation or get information just by actually listening to the things around me. But I have I become so attuned to the things around me that I forget myself?
Am I forgetting to fully live my life?
Have I been too careful? In my haste to protect myself from anymore pain I have in fact missed opportunities to be happy?
Recently I had something triggered inside me . I suppose it's hope, but whatever it is, it scares and elates me all at once. I haven't felt this spark in years, which makes me wonder if it's just my mind once again playing with me.
Should I persue or just let it go?
Once again I am stuck between taking action and watching everything pass me by.
The perfect song just came on to fit my current mood: John Mayer's "Dreaming with A Broken Heart"
Listen to it, sllightly depressing but enjoyable
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