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 Tomorrow morning  is my first day of the semester and I'm trying to remember everything I learned last year. 

You know what? 

I'm pretty sure I've forgotten everything.

Darn.

I'm hope it's like riding a bicycle and I'll be able to get back in the swing of things.

I also hope that I will use this blog as a way to rid the stress I am sure to have. So be prepared fellow bloogers, you are about to recieve all my complaints. 

Get excited. 

I did find my new favorite thing and it's super helpful for a busy college student. 

Perdue Perfect Portions chicken breasts. 

I love them and it solves my problem of always making way to much food for one person.

Well, that's it for today. 

Dun Dun Dun

Being a poor college student is awful. 

That is all. 

Melancholy Thoughts Fill My Mind

As I listen to Adele on Pandora, I feel like contemplating life. 

I realized the other day (with help from my friend) I just think way too damn much. 

When did I become such a thinker? 

I have I always over-thought everything and I am now just noticing? 

I have always noticed things that most people don't pay attention too. I have always been able to quietly ascess a situation or get information just by actually listening to the things around me. But I have I become so attuned to the things around me that I forget myself? 

Am I forgetting to fully live my life?

 Have I been too careful? In my haste to protect myself from anymore pain I have in fact missed opportunities to be happy? 

Recently I had something triggered inside me . I suppose it's hope, but whatever it is, it scares and elates me all at once. I haven't felt this spark in years, which makes me wonder if it's just my mind once again playing with me. 

Should I persue or just let it go?

Once again I am stuck between taking action and watching everything pass me by.

The perfect song just came on to fit my current mood: John Mayer's "Dreaming with A Broken Heart"

Listen to it, sllightly depressing but enjoyable