F.I.N.E.

Have you ever been so mad that you literally saw red? Have you yelled so much that you almost lost your voice? Have you ever seen someone that you have known all your life in a brand new light? And are so shocked by what this person has become that you feel so sick and cheated that you just want to go curl up under the covers for a week? I have and I have reached a point in my life where I have realised that being tactful and classy will go a long way. Where did it become okay to be rude to everyone, to push the blame on other people instead of  claiming your own misgivings? When did it become okay to treat your family awfully and with such disrespect? To abandon someone without even glancing over your shoulder? When and why did you become such a horrible person? What has happened to you? When did you become so F.I.N.E.? 

**F$%#@d up, Insecure, Neurotic, Emotional.

Well, there's my angry rant of the week. . . hopefully. Thank you Areosmith for providing such a wonderful acronym.

Well....

I arrive at this place on a dare, so thank you M.C. I can't blame her because I have refused to participate in activities such as dares all my life. Maybe this was just the push I needed to do this on my own. I suppose we will just have to see where this takes me. 

PS. For whoever is reading this and wants to continue along this road with me. Do not expect for the things I write to be rainbows and butterflies. I am far from it.