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I have been an absolute slacker in pretty much everything in life except for school. I am sure all zero of my followers have missed my thrilling posts. ;-)

In the next few days I plan to take time for just me. 

You know what that means-LAUNDRY! 

I do enjoy the simplistic nature of folding laundry, that and cleaning. 

I am not very girlie or into being domestic but I sure do love cleaning and baking. 

I hope to catch a movie sometime soon just for kicks and giggles. 

Life is good.

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 Tomorrow morning  is my first day of the semester and I'm trying to remember everything I learned last year. 

You know what? 

I'm pretty sure I've forgotten everything.

Darn.

I'm hope it's like riding a bicycle and I'll be able to get back in the swing of things.

I also hope that I will use this blog as a way to rid the stress I am sure to have. So be prepared fellow bloogers, you are about to recieve all my complaints. 

Get excited. 

I did find my new favorite thing and it's super helpful for a busy college student. 

Perdue Perfect Portions chicken breasts. 

I love them and it solves my problem of always making way to much food for one person.

Well, that's it for today. 

Dun Dun Dun

Being a poor college student is awful. 

That is all. 

Melancholy Thoughts Fill My Mind

As I listen to Adele on Pandora, I feel like contemplating life. 

I realized the other day (with help from my friend) I just think way too damn much. 

When did I become such a thinker? 

I have I always over-thought everything and I am now just noticing? 

I have always noticed things that most people don't pay attention too. I have always been able to quietly ascess a situation or get information just by actually listening to the things around me. But I have I become so attuned to the things around me that I forget myself? 

Am I forgetting to fully live my life?

 Have I been too careful? In my haste to protect myself from anymore pain I have in fact missed opportunities to be happy? 

Recently I had something triggered inside me . I suppose it's hope, but whatever it is, it scares and elates me all at once. I haven't felt this spark in years, which makes me wonder if it's just my mind once again playing with me. 

Should I persue or just let it go?

Once again I am stuck between taking action and watching everything pass me by.

The perfect song just came on to fit my current mood: John Mayer's "Dreaming with A Broken Heart"

Listen to it, sllightly depressing but enjoyable 

F.I.N.E.

Have you ever been so mad that you literally saw red? Have you yelled so much that you almost lost your voice? Have you ever seen someone that you have known all your life in a brand new light? And are so shocked by what this person has become that you feel so sick and cheated that you just want to go curl up under the covers for a week? I have and I have reached a point in my life where I have realised that being tactful and classy will go a long way. Where did it become okay to be rude to everyone, to push the blame on other people instead of  claiming your own misgivings? When did it become okay to treat your family awfully and with such disrespect? To abandon someone without even glancing over your shoulder? When and why did you become such a horrible person? What has happened to you? When did you become so F.I.N.E.? 

**F$%#@d up, Insecure, Neurotic, Emotional.

Well, there's my angry rant of the week. . . hopefully. Thank you Areosmith for providing such a wonderful acronym.

Well....

I arrive at this place on a dare, so thank you M.C. I can't blame her because I have refused to participate in activities such as dares all my life. Maybe this was just the push I needed to do this on my own. I suppose we will just have to see where this takes me. 

PS. For whoever is reading this and wants to continue along this road with me. Do not expect for the things I write to be rainbows and butterflies. I am far from it.